Saturday, July 16, 2005

Deficiency is Strength

hai... i am back...
A dramatic week....couldnt have been better.....and skies in bangalore are tuff competators for me....they wouldnt give up the "who cries maximum" competation...its still pouring outside like hell....but then i am a winner by a mile....and hope they understand that quickly ;-(
work isnt getting any better.....but i dont mind..its the last thing on my mind right now(and most of the time it is)....i am just a week away from a battle..hope victory for once doesnt elude me...they say hope is eternal...hmm..but i feel. as long as there is hope there is no happyness...hope always means there is something better u can get..which means what u have now is useless...but thats how it works isnt it??
anyway, there was so much to think up this week....
just wondering where this life is heading......say what can happen to me 10 yrs from now...

the special report on NDTV "No more kumbakonams" was a heart rending one..there are so many out there who deserve some attention...i really felt sorry for those children...
cudnt feel more helpless....dont know when i can do my bit for all this.....guess its become a habit with we folks to feel sorry and do nothing more...we complain about everything around us...but do nothing....if at all we do...its generally....a damage!!!but i guess a time will arive when I can offer something from my end...as of know..i will chose to lock it within me...

talking to a friend about a personal problem..i felt...that only when u have a shortage will u become stronger in ur mind.....only a deficit will make u more mature and stronger..
Inspiration can never come from within....U always learn by seeing others....

I realize i am going thru tuff times....things have to get better.....persistance does pay...
Loneliness is never a burden anymore to me....I know how to enjoy it.......Guess this will give me company for a life time...

Monday, July 11, 2005

sunday chills

hmm...so i finally have my own blog.thanks to this wonderful rainy day.
I luv rain.especially when it does in bangalore....
but then it cancelled a get together party...

the exams are fast approaching...havent even made any headway.....
its as usual sobbing story for me....lets see if i can put up some effort over the week....
I feel so lonely today...dont know why i get to this point at all...
its time to recollect some old thots....some decisions i am proud.......but has brought my own doubt fall... i wonder why some ppl are left to fend for themselves.....its night and i havent slept....